The Thin Ice - THE WALL
Should I fall through that hole? It would be easy to just tread heavily and fall into a hole of war. Everybody seems to be watching. And yet nobody seems to be here most of the time. I noticed the other week that when I talk in a group people tend to listen. They actually stop to hear what the almighty Madison has come up with out of the profoundness of his mind. It's kind of annoying; it seems that they are trying to catch me at whatever slight pothole I fall into. Or perhaps they are trying to find some sort of route, and they are asking me because surely I must have all the answers.
When this happens, I want nothing more than to not be judged and to be ignorant--a cute, horny bunny rabbit as Donnie Darko puts it. But since I was thinking about it anyway, I decided to draw a conclusion: that would be hell. To have nobody pay any attention to me would be torture. I need some sort of recognition in order to give a flip about anything.
So perhaps it is in fact a bad thing to skate on and fall through the thin ice.
"I noticed the other week that when I talk in a group people tend to listen. They actually stop to hear what the almighty Madison has come up with out of the profoundness of his mind. It's kind of annoying; it seems that they are trying to catch me at whatever slight pothole I fall into. Or perhaps they are trying to find some sort of route, and they are asking me because surely I must have all the answers."
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My friends at school do that. Sorry, if I was unclear. I don't physically talk that terribly much--I'm much more of a thinker--but people seem to think that I'm deep or something because of that(which is true to a certain extent).
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