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Friday, January 25, 2013

I have a problem

Middle school.  Everything from 2005-2008.  I cannot think about it.  I can't remember it.  I can't.  And if I see something, hear something, watch something about middle school, I can't.  My heart feels empty and I die a little bit.  The first half of this video destroys my insides: 


Anytime people mention a first kiss.  I just lock up and I can't deal with it.  It throws me into ridiculous despair.  And the most ridiculous part is that nothing THAT bad happened in middle school.  In fact, I don't know if I could consider it bad at all.  I just, I can't deal with it.  I have to consider it a weakness.