I really need some sort of hobby. I guess school being back tomorrow will help with that. The only resolution i have for this year was made before new years. im actually going to read my chemistry book along with the teacher's lessons. Btw, Billy, I got an 85% on my chem 2 final, if i didnt tell you.
it did however snow today. They were the biggest snowflakes i have ever seen. But the temperature wasnt even below freezing so it didnt stick to the roads. though it might ice over tonight. Its all silly.
im listening to punk music at the moment. its kinda fun. have you guys read the narnia series? Im rereading it and im on the horse and his boy right now. Its decent. Not one of my favorites, but its all good. i really just wanted to read the last battle when i started this crusade, but i figured it would make more sense to read through the entirety of the series.
i had a bit of a music day today. I listened to joanna newsom's The Milk-Eyed Mender. and i listened to Coldplay in Viva la Vida or Death and All His Friends. The miles just keep rolling. as do my eyes. ive heard this life is over but i hope that it gets better as we go. ive heard a lot of things and they all seem like very important pieces of wisdom. But you have to wonder how important is wisdom. In fact, how important is anything. There are two answers. Either super important or not important. And at the moment, i can only see the latter. *sigh*
I have this female friend who is large and she keeps saying that she has clinical depression. And im pretty sure that we all do if its what she has. She is one of the only ones ive been able to talk to the past couple days and im barred from discussing anything "depressing". So its depressing me and making me angry. I want to talk to somebody about meaning and its distressing me to be void of super intelligence. There is no challenge right now. And i am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO bored.
Have you tried exercising for the heck of it?
ReplyDeleteWell done on the chem2 final! Now there's a new year's resolution I like, if only a few of my students had the same idea...
ReplyDeleteI hate the way drugs are pushed to deal with normal psychological states. Life making you feel like shit? Here... take a pill.
What punk are you listening to?
Out with pills! Chuck them in the bin!
ReplyDeleteDo not eat much, if anything, with ADDITIVES in it. Do not drink much, if anything at all, with ADDITIVES in it.
Get a dog or a hyene - a horse or a tiger - so's you have to take it for long walks twice and day and learn to communicate and, er, 'control' it.
Try another cross-cultural reading experience if you like http://www.anthonyhorowitz.com/poweroffive/books/
There's a series of books (available in paperback) and I guess Amazon will have them, possibly packaged.
Horowitz also writes 'Alex Rider' who is a reluctant teenage secret agent (yes, well!) But actually the books are addictive. Almost as addictive as chemistry text books I suppose.
And finally, if all else fails or seems not yet effective, try using your imagination. It's what it's for. Write porn.
writing porn is a good way to exercise your imagination and prevent boredom, indeed
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