A Boy

So... Every school day at about 2:00, I walk toward my chemistry class from my latin class.  On the way there, I pass the biology room.  Waiting outside this biology room is a group of students--composed of almost entirely freshmen.  Within this crowd is one boy who caught my eye.  And every day since I saw him that first time, I have been perv-ing and trying to discreetly look at him at 2:00 as i pass the biology room.

The reason for this is because he seems to be a loner, is not terrible-looking, and seems to be the quiet type.  Unfortunately, as I see him more often, I am beginning to think that he might be tainted by prick-ishness.  I'm not going to make any sort of a move at the moment, but I will keep an eye on him.  I really wish he were older.  In fact, I wish he were my age so that I could get to know him without seeming like I'm out-and-out checking him out. 

So the verdict is that we'll see.  I'm going to bide my time, see if he notices my looking, and wait either for him to confront me or for him to show some sort of quality that defines him as something I want.  Btw, all of two people (that I personally know) know that I am not a hetero at heart.  There really don't seem to be that many interesting people at my school.

fun. (3)

All the Pretty Girls:

I don't understand your reasons
Please just stay over the weekend
You can't take all those things
They define you and me
everything we've become,
You're all that I need
Please don't make me face my generation alone.

It's ironic that I like this song.  Even though it's such a heterosexual song, it's still pretty good.  Y'all should listen to it.  If you don't listen to it, the youth of American may become idiotic idiots.  If that is allowed to happen, we will surely be reduced to a Communist State...    00000

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                                       \ 0 "woah, it's slippery up there"
Now do you really want to be the cause of America becoming Communist (economy)?

fun. (2)

Benson Hedges: 

C'mon, Holy ghosts
When do you come out to play?
'Cause if the Lord is gonna find me,
He'd better start looking today.

So I can rise with the river
We all float before we sink
So pray for satellites,
Pray for courtesy
and pray that it can climb mountains to me!
I say goodbye to the canyon.
I will set sail to the streets
where I don't care to be forgiven
I want to be forgotten.
I don't care to be forgiven
When Lord I only want to be forgotten!

 I love the intro to this one.  It's pretty cool.   Listen to it, or else I am gonna pull an appeal to fear on you.

fun. (1)

Be Calm:

Oh be calm.
Be calm.
I know you feel like you are breaking down.
I know that it gets so hard sometimes,
Be calm.
Take it from me, I've been there a thousand times.
You hate your pulse because it thinks you're still alive
and everything's wrong
It just gets so hard sometimes
Be calm.

 It's kind of ironic that this song doesn't make you feel calm at all.  Listen to it, or else a giant snow golem is gonna poop on your house. (link at top left "Be Calm")

Literary twins and brothers

Holden Caufield definitely.  We were to read this over the summer, and some people in my class said that they did not understand Holden at all.  I was like, wtf is wrong with you?  (Catcher in the Rye- J.D. Salinger)

Bazarov, Yevgeny Vasilyevich is second place.  I am at heart a bit of a nihilist. (Fathers and Sons- Turgenev)

Donnie Darko comes in third only because he is only characterized in a certain light in the movie.  And as well, he is different from me to at least a certain degree. (Donnie Darko: Director's Cut)

Prometheus- If I were in the Great "We" society, I would like to think that I would be the one to bring fire back to man.  (Anthem- Ayn Rand)

Wiley- If you have yet to read "Pictures of You", I implore you to read it in so far as it has gone.  Patrick is a bit more fiercely angry/sour than I am, but he's just about right.  Wiley is probably the better fit for me, though.   In fact, Wiley only comes in fifth because this is not literature or a movie, but it seems to be as good as literature to me. ("Pictures of You"- no idea the author's name, but great nonetheless)

I did not relate to ANYBODY in The Scarlet Letter or Wuthering Heights.  They were the crappiest wastes of my time that I have ever read.  (On a side note: Did nobody like my taste in music [EDIT: other than Pink Floyd]?  At least enjoy fun.  They are a good band with good lyrics, sound, and vocals.)